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These past few days. I was always tired, and I am diagnosed with a flu. Nevertheless, I still enter my classes. It’s just so tiring and not-so-cool.

Hello guys, I’m back!
I think it’s the good time to post, since I haven’t updated this blog for a long time.
It’s December one today. A lot of things happened during this year. There are so many, I can’t recall much in my memories.
Realizing all that I have done, I pretty much didn’t grow up.

“What is love?”
This question has been the point of interest since we debated about certain issues like justice, peace, etc.
There are a lot of concepts in this world in which we can’t define, much less explain.
Like “love” for example. Some say that people love because of needs. We love someone or something, because we benefit from it. Others say that love is mixture of feelings. A few says that, love, is acceptance of what’s happening.
How do you know when its love? Some say “when it’s over.” Others say “you just feel it.”
But, once you try to define love, you try to reach it according to your perception. You’ll try to reach it underneath the depths of your feelings. Your memories. Your brain.
And you’ll be able to understand that love is just a concept, created by people to label this.. incredible feeling that reaches you. IT is not something that can be defined, and it is different to every unit that encompasses it.

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I inserted this picture because, it’s pretty much amusing to watch this event. Actually, it may not be telephone booths, but also cellular phones, social networking sites, etc. This scene would be saddening, frightening, and happy at the same time. Sad, to accept the fact that there are only 5 minutes left to tell all your friends, family, and all of the people who came in your life that you love them, when there are 365 days in a year and you let all of that go to waste. Frightening, that you only have 5 minutes left to do this, and flashbacks on your lives appear in your head, your regrets, your long-time quarrels with your loved ones, and all misunderstandings that occurred between you and your friends.

Happy, because you can see, how people put effort in telling them you love them, and yet most people would not notice it, but now they do.

Love you all guys, no homo.

Good night, and welcome December!

 

 

Then suddenly there was a new theme. I liked the minimalist outlook of this theme I switched on.
Simple output, and it does not hurt the eyes, but it tires me a bit. Less colors, darker shades. Yeah, I like that. It looks cleaner. The widgets were also found below, making me remove all of the unnecessary widgets on the sidebar. You could say that it was kinda, dark and weary, but I think it’s just because there are less pictures on my posts. 🙂

And I can’t hide that fact to you, because it’s true. I’m not the vain type of person, but I just recently discovered I love taking photos, not photos of myself, but photos of nature. It’s just awesome.

Anyways I got carried away, and I gotta hit the bunk. The night’s getting deeper.
Now for real, good night. 😀

I don’t know if I’m still living..

When I was a child, I was very eager to play throughout the day. When I went to kindergarten, I was eager to finish my kindergarten.
Highschool. I was dying to finish highschool and start going to college.
Now, I was dying to finish college. What’s next? Will I be dying to have a job, then marry, then have children, then I would be dying just to watch my children grow old enough..
Will I be dying to retire?
I don’t know much about death either. I don’t know. Maybe someday, I will realize that I’m dying, and I forgot how to live.
I don’t want that to happen.

This week, this week was not as light as I hoped. There were exams in which I hoped to pass, there were projects that I aim to be finished, and there were papers that I wrote to be submitted.
Maybe you will wonder if I am tired.
Yes, I am. There were so many problems, so many hopes, so many dreams, so many things that I want to do, so many achievements that I want to accomplish..
And it makes me tired. Tired of not getting started, and not living my life.

There is only one life in the world. And maybe you were wondering, if you are really alone.
One of the worse feelings, have you ever felt it? It isn’t about being lonely. It’s about being forgotten by someone you care for. By someone you can’t forget.
And then you realize that no matter how many people you surround yourself with, you will die alone. They will all leave. Everybody does.
That’s why I prefer to be alone sometimes. The best things about us loners is, we tried joining the whole world. We tried. But, we are disappointed.
That’s why I.. I sometimes hate being close to others. The moment that you were close to each other, they will leave. It just hurts so much sometimes, when someone changes your life then leaves.

I can’t forget these thoughts, because these thoughts crossed my mind the night I was unable to sleep, because my sleep is one of my ways for escaping these thoughts..
Anyways, harden the fuck up.
I’ll leave this quote to you.
“You are now aware that nobody has told you they loved you for a while.”
No I was just joking. Love you anon.

“Man can not remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor.”
Good night anon.

Got a new header. I did that (sorry it was really crappy).

I never got enough sleep this week. IT was painful. My head hurts for real.
This incoming week, more busy times are coming. We will be busy for our special projects. This is not fun.
lol.

I’m going to try out autoblog in one of my sites. I’m just going to find a keyword that’s best to monetize. :))
Take care guise.